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Starting New

Alright. You chose to end it yourself, so let's just wrap it up. Gue akhirnya liburan kuliah juga, setelah sekian lama menderita sakit akibat "temen kelas" yang tiap hari ada aja kelakuan yang bisa bikin gue keki, kecapekan kuliah, sama kehidupan cinta gue yang kian tidak sehat. Maksud ga sehat di sini simpel kok. Gue sama dia lama-lama renggang. Isi chat yang semakin memendek seiring dia bales gue pake stiker doang, literally every single moment. Kalo ga stiker, bales pendek, dan itu cukup membuat gue keki. Karena dia sendiri bilang dia suka sama gue, but I think she's bluffing. She said that she's embarrassed. So, that means  even 3 months of getting to know each other better is not enough? Malem kemaren, tepat di hari ibu internasional. Dia akhirnya menyatakan kalo dia mau hubungan ini berakhir. I feel relieved, because I don't have to be the first one to say that. But in the end I'm suffering because I lost someone again. In the end, I have to